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| Sunday, July 26, 2009; 9:05 AM
understanding... additional post 4 yesterday night...since it is an important night in my life... night begin wif normal night..chatting..whole night while doing maths....anyway..evrythg is as normal as be4..until..i suddenly remeber of somethg..den..without any proper reason...d situation chg..n den lead 2 an unhappy ending of d convo...after ending d convo....sign out my msn,close my phone..n den go 2 bed..tat is wat i do...seems like i am hiding frm evrythg....unexpectedly..on d bed..i even can't close my eyes well.since..wat happen jz nw still hv an impact in my heart...so..thk thk thk..n try 2 figure out wat actuali happen...n at last..i realize tat tis all strted r becoz of my oversensitive...over reaction..n over emotional personality..n mostly oso becoz of my selfishness...oni thking of myself without trying 2 understand d situation tat othrs facing... still need been mention tat be4 i figure out all d thg..i ever thk of..chging my phone num...chging my msn...n even close my blog....anyway...feel lucky tat i didn't do so..orelse i thk i will regret 4ever...since..i hv try once 2 chg my phone num...with almost d same reason...becoz of my low EQ den at last made me regret 4 it(dun ask me d reason thanx)..... still glad tat after a few minutes of cooling dwn n after washing my face..i am more clearer abt d situation..n i did thk of wat will happen nxt if i continue 2 hide myself frm d person...i dun thk 4 nw....i cn continue my life without her..since it has nt oni been a xi guan bt oledi another thgs le...so...at last..still open my phone..n recieve 2 mesage..one is frm digi(abt miscall d)n another mesage...glad tat evrythg is ok after an understanding forgiving n tolerance mesage... Still i thk..i am like a kid..who duno when will grown up..bt..i will try my best 2 nt let any1 worry le..since...tis incident..i reali leanrt a lot...n even made me realize somethg... Phew..phew..phew...ends here bah d story...(jie...dun feel wanna vomit o...coz ho..i am like tis d..lol)XD.... whole day long stay at home..stdying physics...duno gt hw mny into my head... sms-ing oso..den till evening..grandma tell me tat 2nite go dinner wif my aunty..my uncle back le.. err..den later..my cousin oso back frm bintulu.since he 2molo will strt class..he no join us 4 dinner..coz he go badminton dinner..wif my aunt them..hmm...10 person......eat a lot of seafood thr...bt okok lar..haven't till my limit..since...i no eat so mny carbohydrates food eh...lol...chatting wif my cousin n aunt 4 a while..den back home...helping jun..2 finish her work...she ah..be4 i go..oledi ask her 2 finish..den she...haizz...duno hw 2 say.... hmm..2molo physic test..good luck bah...ooya..strt 2molo...gt somethg will chg le....haha....looking forward 2ward it..hope i cn do it well bah....haha.... Labels: full of thanksgiving 2 God... |