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Saturday, February 20, 2010; 8:21 PM

CNY trip

I am back for update..it reali been a long time tat i didn't update...anyway...here i am...to share about my unusual trip to KK during Chinese New Year....

Date: 14th feb-18 feb 2010

venue: Kota Kinabalu,Sabah

14th of Feb knwn as Valentine day...n oso cny chu yi tis year...it really turn out to b a disaster to me..after i find out tat i was sick tat day..n went to columbia asia 4 medicine...den at last...ends up wif having fever...sore throat.. cough....haizzz..really duno hw to say le..a bad strt 4 d year of tiger...be4 going..my grandma says a sentence tat really bombs me a lot..."God let u sick so that u stay at home wif me"...i was like..."err...err.." bt at last i go oso...since..i thk staying at home let me more sick...evryday jz on9 n lie on bed...as long as i cn move...i dun thk i will stay at home..since tis trip is really an important event in tis year....going on board n arrive KK ard 2pm i guess...den went to check-in....sickness really made ppl worst..check-in to hotel..den go 4 a walk to surrounding shopping complex...den when back to hotel..I habis lu....completely feeling unwell...whch lead me whole nite...eating medicine..my mum b d 1 who suffer a lot..since she qalmost evry 4 hrs wake me up n ask me to eat medicine....really thanks a lot mum...d med really made me feel like more ill...since it really doesn't take much effect except d paracetamol...hahaha....whole trip i was like eat-ing vry less...so almost all i cn feel d smell..n taste is med taste....lack of energy really making me down all d trip to KK mountain d nxt day....c thgs...i can't eat...jz cn sit thr half resting while on d way to mountain...thanks God..tat d air at mountain is really refreshing...cold weather....when sitting alone outside after lunch...gt ppl ask me "u frm china??"*shock*"no..malaysia" i oso duno y i answer like tat..haha...anyway..short convo end like tis.....arrive KK mountain..whch i spend my time sleeping n eating med...while watching disney channel...HSM 1,2,3 almost setle all...haha..too boring le...den at nite..v gt steamboat dinner at dwnstair....steamboat dinner..stil okok....i nt much appetite..go back room...eat med agn....my whole trip is like tiring...full of med...den no more....a new experience for me overall...since medicine made me dizzy n cannot thk much...be4 tis trip..i was planning like having a lot of fun..den when back i cn strt focus on stdy...bt evrythg doesn't seems like getting right...intention of God getting me sick..n give me a trip like tis...until nw..i was still wondering abt it...mayb a reminder to me...abt...i oso duno..wait one day...juz trust n accpet wat God gives me....

I uses 2 days to 70% recover frm my sick..d 3rd day i baru fully recover frm fever.bt stil lack of energy...tat day v went dwn frm Mt.KK...to Porin Hot Spring..having canopy walk..n a walk to waterfall oso..a tiring walk..bt i thk i am ok wif it...den after tat went to c Rafflesia..it''s really been lucky tat v cn c d flower blossom..since it rarely happen....itz d 3rd day dy...so..d flower doesn't seems like as perfect as it be..n becoz it was rear by human being..so it been a little more smaller den i expected..bt nv mind..a new thg to knw n learnt most important...can c..hahaha...den really unlucky oso tat day..coz when went dwn d mountain...d bus break dwn..spend a few hrs thr to fix..n so werid..a group of ppl at d road side....c-ing car pass by n by.....haha...3rd day of cny..v hv our lunch at 3pm..really pity of us.....den went KK park..raining....v jz exchg bus thr n went back marina court(hotel)...d new bus driver really is like...xxxxxx....driving skill really is let ppl vomit..plus d aircondition nt function well...almost all of us in d bus wanna fnt n vomit....d whole trip is completely suffering....arrive marina court..most of us straight go sleep i thk..really overtired...at nite v r having dinner at Kpg Nelayan....den tat time...shock news come...my cousin suddenly phone his sis n ask 4 frends number...tat time...he was cry-ing...all of us was like in a schock...den after tat wanna phone him...he oso no answer..v jz recieve a msg " leave me alone nw.."....den after asking some of d frends in cbu...jz knw tat...one of his frend drown tat day....wat a shock especially during dinner to hear tat...den discuss a bit...d 1st time i knw tat...i am kinda lucky tat i didn't hv to find tis kind of thg tis year..n my sick is jz a small case as compared...cn any1 imagine when u lose yr loved ones hw does it feel??in such a young age of 18....u hv to face wif losing yr beloved gal...tat u mayb even haven't..have to chance to say I LOVE YOU to her...fate is really plying a joke on ppl...thr's really no way 4 heading back...evrythg tat cn b done is d memory tat d person manage to gives to us....v treasure it...n keep it deep in our heart....Hope u really get beter ba...n get back to yr normalself as soon as possible....

Experience...really mades me feel like useless...evrytime when such thgs happen all i cn do is jz a listener if ppl wants to talk abt it..i am nt much of a comforter...i even duno hw to comfort a ppl...what i do mostly is..pat d person...prevent d topic...tatz all....really a big discover 4 me....situation did made ppl chg n grown up...bt 4 me..it doesn't seems like chging..except..i am more anti-social den be4 after tis trip...i was like closing myself in my own world..doesn't wants to connect wif d world outside...i feel more safer n comfortable in my own world..n d world i knwn oweyz since i was kid...no nd to scare wat ppl thks abt u..no need to k abt yr images...no need to thk hw cn i dun let ppl feel sad..hw to care for ppl feelings...evrythg is just like carefree...vry free....i have been losing tis kind of life vry long ago....nw i jz wanna to enjoy it 4 tis last 2 days i get 4 myself....

Back to topic...d nxt day..v head 4 island sapi 4 plying....taking boat..enjoy-ing d breeeze...anyway..sapi island is a smaller island if compared to manukan island v go last few years...bt d scenery still nt bad...i went for banana boat oni..whch made me feel like i am more timid as compared to be4....past few year when i ply tis i was like vry free n fun..but tis time..it doesn't..it juz made me feel tired....mayb i thk too much or watever...last time i ply tis i was like dead jiu dead lo fan zheng i hv nthg....if God wan me go tat time..den i jz go...but tis time..tis doesn't work on myself at all..i was still like scare scare...i really doesn't knw y i gt such feeling..becoz nw i dy gt somethg tat i cannot leave??or...is my faith toward God getting weaker n weaker???dun ask me..i was jz trying to figure it out...wait i gt d answer...den i will know....tis kind of feeling at last lead me nt to ply d flying fish...sitting at d seaside..enjoy d breeze...feeding fish...c iguana....tatz wat i did at d island....in fact i wanted to do some reading..whch i succesfuly do a few pages...hahaha...*lazy to read* skip pages....ard 4pm went back hotel..n at nite dinner agn..tis few day dinner really made me scare of somethg..- the prawn!!!!when i c prawn i was like...nt agn!! in fact i gt wan vomit d feel..since evryday gt tat dishes come out..n i really hv a lot of tis during d trip....hv a short gamble after tis i thk..n i gt join 4 a while..wch lost le ard rm1 gua..hahaha..

nxt morning buffet at promenade hotel...eating a lot thr..whch let me feel like nt really well....too mny food le ma..so eat mny lo..kena bomb by my mum..anyway...last day at KK oso tat day.so after eat..went back hotel i go to sleep..while othrs gambling in another to rooms..i did join d last part..whch helps me win rm5 back..haha..lucky ler...anyway..tis year gamble really is nt suit 4 me coz evrytime jz losing..hahaaha....went airport ard 11 somthg...shake hands wif my tour guide..n of coz d driver...den head back Miri....

tatz all for d trip...no pictures provided coz i lazy post up..hahaha...anyway....if too long jz dun read it ba.nt important oso d....:p

ends here ba...bb bloggie

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