Ok..nw is my life story..still wil hv some personal feelings..most importantly abt tis morning when i was in bed..i was thk-ing..did i evr really love a person wif my all heart??or i was jz get used to d person...jz like her presence in my life...like her to accompany me all d time..n so on...n till i sleep..i really can't figure it out..i duno myself..yet.i duno my feelings...it chg oweyz....haha...

See-ing too much abt love tis few days..no matter is getting hurt..or myself who is going through tis...see-ing ppl suffering 4 love really made me feels vry grateful 4 myself..since..although i might getting through the pain..bt at least..i still gt "her" by myside...it doesn't like my cousin..who lost his beloved 4ever..due to accident..it doesn't like some of my frend...u love a person d othr person doesn't love u....or ignore yr presence..more worst..hated yr presence...n even d more worst..when been tgt for a long time den sudden break up....wat kind of world is tis???it really seems like love is nthg...it doesn't brg happiness tat evry1 needed...or mayb evry1 jz keep their happiness without sharing bt share all their pains....human being..r totaly being selfish....all kind of love ard us...seems to b oni getting hurt..it mades ppl scare to get into d relationship...most ppl i thk if after having a failure relationship would nt put as much as they put into it...letting d relationship become nt serious...while unintentionally hurt yr partner..love a person is easy..bt d method both of u tgt is d most important..girl is sensitive ppl..when u doesn't gv her engh k tat she needed...it really hurts them....although u doesn't mean it..bt i thk u s till did it....no ppl is perfect in tis world..no matter yr impresion to ppl is hw good...it still doesn't represent u..it was jz a person who wearing a mask..living on tis world...cheating evry1..tat at last..u cheat yrself oso...making u duno who u are....sometime v might find it hard to knwn our own personality...v oweyz thk tat v duno ourself well...bt..do any1 really try to figure it out??as age grown...v oweyz choose to reject d bad side of us...keep believe in oni d good side....tatz wat made us 2day...k 4 hw ppl looks on u...nt d true u..bt d u wif a mask...hiding all d bad side...showing all d good side...main problem girls...if u doesn't c a guys thoroughly engh..plz dun put too much..so does guys....it will really hurts u when u find out d truth....relationship build on trustworthy..once u lost tis 1...it will b really hard to maintain..so girls n guys..no cheating or lie-ing...coz...as d time goes longer..d hurt getting more deep..dun ever thk tat...hiding d truth is wat good guy did.dun thk tat u sacrifice vry much nt to let her knw scaring her to get hurt..in fact u r torn-ing her heart pieces by pieces wif yr lie.....itz really better to let go...if u really find tat both of u doesn't suits to each othr...love doesn't mean must hv an happy ending..tis reality is ain't fairy tale...plz face it evry1....FAIRY TALE DOESN'T EXIST.....n remember..break up doesn't mean d end of d world....u still gt yr parents who k 4 u...yr families members who k 4 u..yr frends who k 4 u...tough up...n face it...v hv to do so for d ppl who loved us so much....if v continue to depressed....u wan hw mny ppl to worry n depressed tgt wif u????v might find it hard...bt at least..dun let it last 4 too long...coz it nt oni suffer yrself bt othrs who around u....

Yesterday...really a disaster..since cannot on9..but good thg is..i manage to finish my maths homework..feeling relief abt tat....den..yesterday ma..miri still wif fog...as serious as d day be4...bt v gt our assembly..in dewan...principal...tell us abt nuts...cashew nut..hazel nut..blablabla..while she gives us mny example..duno hw much she open d nut yesterday..say one nut..open one package..n eat..haha..really funny..den normal class..2day v step in vector dy...n den...strt selling agn yesterday...for evry1 info..i break a promise yesterday recess...really feel sorry abt tat..i didn't made d best consideration....d promise ma..is i promise grace to pick her up...when going out..bt i completely miss calculate..thanks to chin..haha..at last he accompany grace go home to take d projector whch is needed during d PA class right after recess...gt pembentangan of coz..abt penyakit mental..hahaha...den behind thr v r like..hmmm......nv mind..last 2 period..v hv foscom meeting...n v r completely out of topic lagi..while in front them discuss..v behind r like....facebook-ing..plying cards..no involvment...jz when they ask..v r like...ok ar..no prob..if really gt a big deal den v say some lo..haha...1st thg to discuss..is...trip to Borneo Rainforest after stpm...full vote over..tis 1..den is overnite....2 ppl doesn't agree to stay overnite..letz c tat time how ba....den 2nd thg..orentation of lower 6..v r in charge..thus...5 days thg..1st day is ice-breaking..of coz tis is nt a dance...jz getting knw each othr..wif d last day is pengetua speech...d othr thg..i duno..hahaa...den after tis back home.den follow my schedule run lo..haha..end of day..nt bad....jz tired..