I'm back...haha..since 2day..tuesday..2nd day of march..d 2nd day i keep on to my schedule..bt 2day..completely is failure...i hv find out tat my determination 2ward thg jz keep on getting weaker n weaker..i cannot withstand d pressure tat i gv to myself..so do othr hgh expectation frm othrs or wat...keep on piling on pressure is tiring....

normal school life 2day...wif almost evry period stdy oni.bt v ply cards behind..no focus agn...anyway..MUET period..i really hv a serious communicate problem...especially when nt in chinese...using bm or bi..i completely jz cn reply one word..den no more...hahaha..weirdo...when MUET speaking test..hope won't hv prob ba..teacher hv gv us a topic bt i nt yet read...in MUET period do PA...whch i thk is d most lausiest essay i write tis year..no point..no idea...completely is rubbish....haha..den physics....mdm ooi did say out somethg true..."i frankly tell u all...wif u guys progress nw..no1 will get A's in stpm.but if u wan to challenge me.."haha..teacher really is worried..even ji jiang fa oso use le....bt it jz seems like doesn't work on me..still as lazy as be4...completely unaware of wat will happen...cn i chg back to when in primary school????

den our class end earlier 2day...congratulations to bio class students: leong.yen chen.siaw hui,grace,claudia..they successfuly do their experiment...do surgery on rats..white rats...they all nw is professional rat killer d...haha..juz kidding..den go hv a look ma..den leong dig a hole..a small funeral 4 d 5 rats....manage to made a symbol after they been burried...hope they won't hate us ba...human being sometime is really cruel..."may all of u rest in peace in God arm"..mourn 4 1 minutes....den pick some flowers...they r really lucky...to die in so fast d time...no nd suffer wat d world needa to face...how i wish i cn b like them..bt nt die wif pembedahan tat doesn't hv paralyze ubat...hahaa....nature die beter..:p

hmm..i thk ends here ba..completely out of schedule agn..doing nthg..feeling sorry 4 myself..i didn't made my promise...be4 tat..thick haze in miri tis morning..hardly cn c d road...really a challenging drive to school..n when back home...headache.....made me sleep till like a pig...anyway..a peaceful sleep tat i doesn't hv since d last few days..thanks d Lord..4 giving me such nice sleep....

"Miserable life will end someday"