Main point..i really find out tat..i am becoming far n far away frm my frends frm secondary school...jz gt a feeling..evrythg is chging..so do i...whch made me feel tat v hv a great distance btw each of us..yet i knw tat...some of them still r d same....they doesn't chg..jz mayb my mentality n personality chg made me feel like keep on ignoring them...like leong asking me go ckg jerrah house..if be4 d me..sure ok d..bt nw..i jz feel like lazy n tired..so do vin who ask me go out tomolo nite 4 gathering..i am okok wif it..bt yet d ckg jerrah thg stilll bothering me..i dono wat is best tat i cn do dy...really weird..i jz feel like..i keep on wanted to keep them away frm my life???hope i am nt ba....yet d best buddy still d best buddy...hope evrythg doesn't chg...n yet..reassure evry1 nw..i hate handling gathering...so beter dun ask me to handle any in future....

i thk tatz all..finish mumbling..hahaa....dono y can't sleeep jz nw..lie on d bed 4 30 minutes...waiting 4 my BELOVED to on9...till nw..still her is d best 4 me....missing her a lot nw......